I often ask why I can't keep myself awake during lectures. I have this solution in mind. Be prepared for the day, keep rehearsing what lectures I will be attending for that day, keep a positive mindset from the start. Well, this may work for me.

Looking forward to tennis trainings tomorrow :)

put in just half an hour a week, in a year's time you'll have done an extra 26 hours of mental training that your opponents haven't.

The Sacrifice

As seconds tick away,
My heart beats at a much faster rate.
My dream is so near yet so far.
What will be the deciding factor?
I know it all.

I readjusted my grip. First mistake made by me: I wanted to win too much, I wanted to prove to the people around me that i am a winner but sadly it turned out to be the exact opposite. Secondly, I was afraid of my opponents, I have already lost half of the battle even before the friendly game.

All the other boys team were already advancing at the other end, but I was still stagnant and declining steadily. What is the objective of playing this sport? What is table tennis to me? I love the team and I want to join this family soon.

Screwed

Rushed home to grab my racket and was rejected for training. sighs. Is making a choice to focus on which sport that hard? The journey home today was exceptionally long. When will the day come by for me?