I readjusted my grip. First mistake made by me: I wanted to win too much, I wanted to prove to the people around me that i am a winner but sadly it turned out to be the exact opposite. Secondly, I was afraid of my opponents, I have already lost half of the battle even before the friendly game.

All the other boys team were already advancing at the other end, but I was still stagnant and declining steadily. What is the objective of playing this sport? What is table tennis to me? I love the team and I want to join this family soon.

Screwed

Rushed home to grab my racket and was rejected for training. sighs. Is making a choice to focus on which sport that hard? The journey home today was exceptionally long. When will the day come by for me?